Sorting out things.

Old friends, New friends, Wanna be friends, Work friends, Forever friends, Never gonna be friends. I'm starting to realize that friendship's vary not only for me but for everyone (I'm going to say mostly woman because I think they tend to have more categories of friends than men.) These friends go through seasons and for me that is the hardest part. I have been through a lot with a lot of my friends and being so far from most of my "forever friends" is really hard! However, I enjoy that fact that even if this just isn't our season we will be still be friends. I love that even if we fight, get mad, call each other out, or a million other things at the end of the day we still love one another. It's great too that I am starting this sort of relationship with my "new friends."

I was going through a time where I felt so selfconcious about the kind of person i was in these sort of relationships. I didn't like who i was with my friends, so there for I didn't put myself out there I didn't want to make "new friends." I really prayed about this because it became numbing... I just became used to feeling weird about myself....Then i thought God is not a God that makes me feel this way he is not a God that makes me feel bad about myself just to "test" me... he is a God of compassion and love and understanding he is my comfort when I am trying to find out who i am (if that's ever possible) gos also led me to wonderful woman and "new friends" that could relate to me and to this icky feeling (see previous blog "Gosh") So I am grateful and so happy for God's grace, love, and compassion for me and my shy awkward ways.




 

Forever Friends.